blame it on the "world"
oooohk ppl..so a few months ago I was on this dating site…and I was jus about to log out when this girls profile popped up..i saw the profile pic and I got tgis nervous feeling in my tummy and my hands got sweaty and then I couldnt control my heartbeat..i nervously clicked on the profile and read every single detail..lol twice…smiling the wgole time..it was luke I already knew her…our similarities and differences merged without me ever even taljing to her…i was scared as shit!!..so I chickened out in messaging her…but I did add her to my list of favorites..jus in case I grew some balls…two weeks later I had somehow gttn said balls and messaged her…i immediatly strted freaking out gettin tht weird feeling again from seeing her again..i was gnna log out agian..not expecting a reply..and my computer chimed and there she was..sending me a message!!..i think that was my first time smiling in months!..so we sent a few messages on the site..each one making me feel more and more comfortable…and then she gave me her phone number!!..ugh my heart melted the first time I.heard her voice…it kept doin this weird thing where it wouldnt beat properly..and I like it..each day passed and this girl had managed to completly steal.my heart..i lived every second of talking to her..texting…i wanted to know eveything about her..pretty soon we realized that jus talking wasnt enough..we had to meet..so I immediatly bought the first train ticket I could to her..304 miles away..may 27th..i had already declared it the best day of my life..so in short I am one of the lucky ones tht was able to.find the most amazing kind of love..and even 1000 miles away I kno it wouldnt matter…i cant wait to meet her..to see how well my heart is holding up 304 miles away from me…
AGHHH…i have bn M.I.A…forever…i apologize…buut alot has bn goin.on…aaand I.bn workin on my youtube channel…ill post a link to my first video..in the meantime a quick update..i am no longer enjoyin the single.life…proud to.say im woth an amazing girl.that totally mkes me supee duper happy..whats the catch??..shes 304 miles away!!!!..but trust me sges worth the wait…ill post our story momentarily..ttfn!!
